tu y yo ;]

When I think of together, I think of closeness, and when I think of closeness I definitely think of my family. My family is probably the best part of me, yes of me. Not just a cousin, or one of my brothers, or a single parent, or even a tia or tio. I love every single one of them and they each made a part of me, each one of them has made me who I am today. Even the bad parts were somehow influenced by them. For instance cursing in Spanish is definitely a trait I picked up from my grandpa and my mother, especially in situations, like around kids, when swearing is not exactly appropriate. My smart mouth, well I can thank my brother and Tia Silvia for that. The constant shopping and that compulsive buyer mentality are from my Tia Clarissa and my Tia Stefana. The need to clip out a coupon every once in a while de mi Abuelita. I feel as though my biggest competitor is myself, I always need to beat myself, not necessarily other people… just myself. Haha. That is one hundred percent a trait from my dad. We cannot stand to lose against ourselves. We are our biggest competition, because we are just THAT gangsta’. God, I love my family…
Together, together we can make the world whatever we want it to be but everyone has to be together… which is why the world would never be perfect. Every single tiny or big person cannot unanimously decide on something, which is why sadly there will probably never be peace or an end to hate.
But, together we can try to stop it ;] hehe.

'sta sola.

Loneeeeeely I’m so lonelyyyyyyyy,
I have nobodyyyyyyyyyy,
To call my owwnnn, OWWNNN
I’m so loneeeeely, I’m Mr. Lonelyyyyy
I have nobodyyyyy,
To call my owwnnnnnn.
Isn’t everyone a little lonely, I feel as though everyone at one point in their life feels alone, feels like singing Lonely by Akon. It is just one of those things; everyone gets just a little down every once in a while. You have to find those people who just will not leave you alone.
Personally, I hate being alone... publicly. I am definitely one of those people, who cannot eat in restaurants alone, or go to the movies alone, really anything. Even going to the bathroom with a big group of people is a tricky situation. Some would say I have a problem; I like to believe I’m just socially dependent. HAHA. Maybe I do have problems, but I do like my time alone, and believe me, I can make myself laugh, I would have no problems, but I do enjoy the company of people. Believe me though, I could completely have a blast all by myself. There are days where no one loves me or wants to hang out with me, and I will have a perfectly fun night all by myself, hanging out watching movies, but that cannot happen too much, I would probably drive myself insane. Haha.
I worry about people who feel so alone, like they have nobody to turn to. I would so be there for anyone who needed me, even if I didn’t know them, I would hug them and day it’ll all be okay. I hate to think there is anyone out there who feels so alone.

Earth? What's wrong with it?

Save the Earth!
Recycle all you can. Don’t drive anywhere, come on bike to work! Don’t use paper or plastic when you shop for your groceries, use those reusable bags. If you must drive, gas up on that biodiesel. Do not under any circumstance use paper plates! No matter how big that barbeque is going to be. If you’re feeling really inspired to be “green” get a solar panel and put that bad boy on your roof to power your house.
Realistically, very few people are going to make such a drastic change to their lives to “save the earth”, I know these changes don’t seem too drastic, but how much damage is made from using paper plates. Millions of people have barbeques on a beautiful Saturday. Half of them in our own neighborhoods it seems. If all these families or parties got a pack of 50 or 100 paper plates for this one Saturday… well that’s a lot of trees.
I think in the end, the problem is many people don’t care. That is so unfortunate! When will people notice? When there is no earth? Only when it affects their lives will anyone notice. That is our society, selfish. Sucks.
Society and the Earth is an abusive relationship…
Earth loves you more, but you don’t care. Slowly deteriorating its soul, or itself because it is so depressed you don’t love him or her… depending on what you like… slowly you guys will break up and you’ll both be depressed… maybe.
That was pretty good… I’m just saying.

Invisiblity powers say wha?

Invisible.
One is only invisible if one chooses to be, I think. I mean someone chooses their own destiny and their own fate. The way people see them is only the way they present themselves. If you’re not going to put yourself out there you will not be seen. Sometimes that is a good thing though. Sometimes one needs to bring themselves in, become invisible and be happy with just themselves. If someone cannot do that, then they are not comfortable with themselves as a whole. Which I have to say… is not good.
If you cannot stand on your own what does that make you? Invisible. This invisible is not the good kind. If you need someone else to be seen, well it isn’t a good thing. How can someone not see you? The only way this could be true was if you deep down believe you are invisible. This is unfortunate. Everyone has something to give to this cruel world no? I think so. So if you believe that you are invisible then you must believe you have nothing to give to this world, then why take up the space?
Truth is, no one is taking up space, but sometimes someone needs to push them though. I believe in fate, but I also believe that one makes their own fate happen. If you give up, then it is over. No one will finish things for you. Only you can make stuff happen for you. If you want to be seen, if you want to be heard, you have to make things happen for yourself, it is no one else’s fault or responsibility to make you visible. It’s up to you.